bored.
thats the word to describe my feelings for now.
its raining cats and dogs, snakes and rats. hahaha
second entry of the day. -_+
moshi's so adorable.
on the keyboard. but unable to press any button.
gonna miss all the little hammies.
as a nanny, i think i did a pretty bad job. hahaha
going to miss ya all!!!
bored.
still bored.
missing sexy now.
i have to study. but the table seemed so far far away.
maths h/w, three english short writting essays, social studies and malay.
IM TIRED.
life's a bitch.
eugene: Life's more than words.
LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE.
what's life??
felt much more better after screaming and crying out all my pain.
its strange but beautiful...
i dont know why.
I keep on crying. feeling so down-hearted. what's hiding in there? why am i feeling like this? my eyes arent getting any better. every night, i tear as i pray to god before i sleep. is there something not right going on out there? someone's leaving? someone's dying? who? when? why? what's wrong? is it because of my family? father? my eyes are not getting any better. everyday i have to cover up my ugly dark circles before i leave for school. sometimes, i am so scared to face the world. everyday i have to face new challenges. im so scared. i cant face the world like this. i cant take it anymore. how long more do i have to suffer? my eyes are doing nth but all they can do is to cry and cry and cry. some people can tell that i am feeling sad and troubled. i thought things will be alright. but when i was alone in my room, i hide in my own corner and cry. screaming out all my fears. desperate for help. beneath that skin, there are many more other layers. it feels like i have just been crushed. i feel so downcasted. i cannot go on like this. why am i like this? do i deserve all this pain, dumbstrucking feeling? what have i done?? -immobilised
thats the word to describe my feelings for now.
its raining cats and dogs, snakes and rats. hahaha
second entry of the day. -_+
moshi's so adorable.
on the keyboard. but unable to press any button.
gonna miss all the little hammies.
as a nanny, i think i did a pretty bad job. hahaha
going to miss ya all!!!
bored.
still bored.
missing sexy now.
i have to study. but the table seemed so far far away.
maths h/w, three english short writting essays, social studies and malay.
IM TIRED.
life's a bitch.
eugene: Life's more than words.
LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE.
what's life??
felt much more better after screaming and crying out all my pain.
its strange but beautiful...
i dont know why.
I keep on crying. feeling so down-hearted. what's hiding in there? why am i feeling like this? my eyes arent getting any better. every night, i tear as i pray to god before i sleep. is there something not right going on out there? someone's leaving? someone's dying? who? when? why? what's wrong? is it because of my family? father? my eyes are not getting any better. everyday i have to cover up my ugly dark circles before i leave for school. sometimes, i am so scared to face the world. everyday i have to face new challenges. im so scared. i cant face the world like this. i cant take it anymore. how long more do i have to suffer? my eyes are doing nth but all they can do is to cry and cry and cry. some people can tell that i am feeling sad and troubled. i thought things will be alright. but when i was alone in my room, i hide in my own corner and cry. screaming out all my fears. desperate for help. beneath that skin, there are many more other layers. it feels like i have just been crushed. i feel so downcasted. i cannot go on like this. why am i like this? do i deserve all this pain, dumbstrucking feeling? what have i done?? -immobilised
